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A bad day's coming...

That's the thing about epilepsy. Sometimes we get a warning before the next one hits. Well I woke up this morning feeling just a little out of my head. I don't think it was hunger. I ate before I went o bed last night. I don't think it's from being tired. I went to bed before 11:00 p.m. I'm taking my medication as prescribed. I just think it's the next go 'round. The next one is always coming. The blessing is being ready for it. Sometimes the seizures hit out of nowhere. Those are the ones that hurt the most. Not physically, just mentally. You just wake up from it hoping someone was around to tell you about it. At least feeling one come on you can tell someone to be watching, or you can just go ahead and go to the hospital. Al they do at the hospital is put you in a room and watch you. I can get more comfortable at home and not have a bruise from an I.V. on my arm. It's just having someone there. That's the hard part. They have to be someone you trust. They have to care about you. Not having family or being married makes that difficult. Oh well, I've lived through about a hundred so far. The next probably won't kill me. If it does, it was meant to anyway. I'm just gonna lay down and binge some Youtube and Netflix, then when I start to go to sleep, just turn on a sermon and go out to God's word. He'll wake me up if he needs me. Dear Lord, I'm just a servant, saved by grace. I ask for healing and that your will be done in my life to make me a better representation of a Christian for you. I ask this in Jesus' precious name, Amen.

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