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As I sit here...

As I sit here, waiting for this pandemic thing to end, I pretend that my life is going to change for the better. The only thing that is going to change for me is I'm going to get to go back to church. I just don't go out that much. This is the only thing I do. I wake up, say my prayers, eat breakfast, do a podcast, do a blog post and then try to find a way to waste the rest of the day. As I've said many times before, the only thing that is messed up in my schedule is church and a haircut. I just don't have a social life. Its hard getting out to do the things that I would like to do because of my lack of a driver's license. If I had a car and a license I wouldn't be stuck at home AS much. I've just been stuck in my room for months it seems. It will be nice to get out again. Its not like I have anywhere to go, but to just go somewhere would be nice. I've got this move coming up and then I have to spend six months there trying to get used to being there. I've finally gotten used to being here. But, I have no say in it. Its all out of your hands when you live in government housing. I have to go when they say go. I don't even know if I can take my cat. Oh this life I live. It would drive some people crazy. Lucky me though, I've gotten used to it. That's the sad part. If I don't do anything but post a podcast and a blogpost everyday, at least I'm doing something. I could be sitting here doing NOTHING. Well I need to make a pitcher of tea so I guess that's my post for today. I wish it could have been more positive. I'll spend the rest of the day looking for something positive to post about tomorrow. I'm feeling "o.k." I've taken my meds. Thanks for stopping by, may the Lord bless you.

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