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Had to post...

I can't sit here and have a website and not post on it. No matter how bad I feel. I can't let the depression get to me. I realize that I haven't posted on here in a few days. (I try to post 6 days a week) It's just been a bad week. I had that darn seizure and now I'm in the stages of recovering from it. It might take a week or a week and a half but I'll get over it. I'm now just waiting on the next one. I know that sounds like a sad life to live, trust me it feels that way most of the time, but I've accepted the fact that I'm epileptic. I gave up on getting my driver's license back a LONG time ago. I just try to live every day to the fullest. I know I don't get out and do much but I try to live my life to the fullest to the best of MY ability. It's not much but It gets me by. I started to get depressed after this last seizure but I had to beat it back. I couldn't let it take control of my life like that. I found my way back to my microphone and put out a podcast after missing 2 to 3 days. I can't allow depression to stop me from doing what I love to do. I know that I can't stop it from the medical side but the mental and emotional side I have to keep under control. That's where the depression comes from, the mental and emotional side of it. So if nothing here I am, back at it. I've got to post something because if I don't, I'm not doing anything at all. I can't live like that. I've got to have something to do. If nothing else thank you for stopping by and keep me in your prayers, may the Lord bless you.

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