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I'm just so torn...

Now that I've learned how to post these YouTube links on here there's just so much music I would love to post, most of it is just secular music. Most of the Christian music I know comes from the hymnbook at church. There's just so much great 90's music out there that I really hold in my heart. I'm afraid I'll be looked at as less of a christian if I share these songs. Is that a real problem or just a problem within me? I could post all of Joe's street preaching videos (Cleveland street preachers) on here, they're just so long. If I feel guilty about the music does that mean I'm wrong or am I just confused. I don't know. It bothers me enough I'm taking the time to post about it. What about you? Do you listen only to christian music? Do you ENJOY only christian music? Is it a sin to enjoy music other than only that which praises God? I'm just so confused. The song I wanted to post isn't heavy metal or Marilyn Manson, they just reference alcohol in it in the chorus. I don't drink, but I don't want to glorify drinking. Am I doing something wrong? This is the kind of christian I am, one who asks questions. These questions have to be a good thing. I feel they go to show where my convictions lie. If I weren't convicted by something as small as posting a video on a blog then I might not have a relationship with the Holy Spirit. I feel if it has a chance to lead someone to sin then it's probably best just to avoid it. I don't know, that's why I have this blog, to get this stuff out. This song just reminds me of my younger (not better) days. I was just gonna post "Going to bed", and this. What's your opinion. I'm just so torn.

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