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I'm surviving...

No caffeine and I'm surviving. I didn't think I would be able to do my podcast without a caffeinated rush, but I did. I usually have an energy drink of some sort before I post to give me some false sense of courage, but I feel I've been doing it so long now (and I like it so much) that I can just do it myself. Now don't think I won't continue to use my caffeine, I just won't be using it as a crutch to get over the intimidation of the microphone. I now know that I can record without it. I do my podcast because I enjoy it. ...the rain here is so peaceful. It's coming through in bands and is falling just so softly. If you listened to my podcast, today is the day I'm going to watch the Mr. Rogers' movie. The weather is just perfect for it. I'm having a good day. Other than the fact that I slept late this morning every thing is going fine, without the caffeine. I have to get a coffee maker. I just don't think I'll be able to make it without one. I don't drink that much coffee. Its just that when I want some, I want to be able to have some. That is something I got used to while owning one. I hope you are having a good day like me. Its the good days that help keep us strong. The only bad thing going for me today is from that darn shot. I don't like the idea of getting that shot . They give it to me because I'm diagnosed as bipolar 1. Yeah i'm bipolar. I know it. I don't like it, but there's nothing I can do about it now, I've been diagnosed. It's in the paperwork. I used to be just epileptic and depressive. I always thought I was bipolar though. I could get way too happy and way too sad way too easy. But, oh well. I'm happy today. That's all that matters now. I'm saved and I know where I'm going when I leave this earth. That is enough to cure bipolar. The Lord does everything for a reason though. Anyway, I'm having a good day. i'm going to try to enjoy it. I hope your day is good too. Thanks for stopping by, may the Lord bless you.

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