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It makes no sense...

Updated: Jan 10, 2020

I don't want to seem like the bad guy here but I just don't know what else to do. My roommate's girlfriend has been here for over a week. I did everything I could to help her find a place of her own after she left the last place she was staying. So, what happened? She found a place. Great. So then she needs help moving. I offer up all the help I can to help her get her things moved. (Which ended up being nothing more than going over to her dirty trailer and cleaning out the trash left by her daughter and boyfriend and washing all their old nasty dishes.) Great, at least they didn't ask me to move the furniture. So she has a new apartment, clean, rent paid, yet she chooses to stay here. She's not even supposed to be over here on the weeknights. She hasn't spent one day or night in her new apartment. i just don't know what to do. I guess I'm glad I have this platform. At least I can get on here and vent. I can't even get on my podcast and vent because they are in the next room and can hear everything I say. Writing it down is just so much quieter. Man this is getting old. Today she asked to borrow my toenail clippers!! A 50 something year old woman who doesn't own a set of toenail clippers. If that isn't the epitome of irresponsibility I just don't know what is. I just don't know what to do. I keep reporting them. Over and over yet nothing will ever get done about it. I guess it's just time to accept that. if it's gonna be that I'm gonna tell her to move her stuff to a storage unit, keep her rent and put it on the things that I'm spending my money on around here for all of us. toilet paper, dish detergent, laundry detergent etc. I just don't know what to do. I try to follow the rules, but it seems like I'm the only one in the whole program who actually appreciates it. It's hard to be a christian too. especially around people who don't respect you. When people cook YOUR food, eat it and expect you to clean up the mess, you're not respected. If I could leave I would. Then they would be in a crap load of trouble then. One less person to mooch off of. I help them when they need it but I can have a seizure and they won't even call the ambulance on me. I feel like one day I'm going to have a bad seizure and die in here and they won't even open the door to check if I'm alive. I don't know, I didn't call this just a rant for nothing. I've got to get this stuff out. I don't know who is reading it, at least I'm writing it. I get to get it all out and that is the important part. Now getting her to stay at her own apartment and buy her own toilet paper, that's gonna be the hard part.

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