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Just a rant...

Today has started out well. I woke up. That in itself was a blessing. I didn't wake up to wet sheets or blood on my pillows. That at least means last night was a good night. I had a meeting today with my housing manager. that went well also. It's just about your average Tuesday around here. I just don't know how much longer I'm going to be able to live like this. Hopefully it won't be long. Maybe the people in power around here will do something about it. These are just sacrifices to be made when you are living off of the system. I have to have a roommate where I live now. If you have been following my posts you have read a lot about him and how he affects my life. I just don't know if him not being in the picture will make my life any better. For all I know his presence could be one of the good things about how I'm living. I don't want to live alone. I'm rather afraid to. I just don't want to have to get to know a new roommate. My counselor, as I call her, talked about conflict resolution today. I really need to work on my skills in that area. I'm the type of guy who allows so many people just to walk all over him. When I get into situations where others are in control, whether it be for my good or not, I allow them to keep control. This is definitely one of my shortcomings. Now she'says she has reported him to the higher ups and something will definitely get done. I just don't want the hassle of moving, which I'm sure is going to take place. I've moved so many times. I just know this is how it's going to end up. I just wish he/they would learn to respect the rules of the program. If his darn girlfriend was just more sociable and didn't act like she was out of place then I could put up with her. You can just tell by her actions and the way she carries herself around here that she knows she's not supposed to be here. Come, visit, enjoy your days together, just go home at the appointed time your supposed to. You have a home to go to. Use it. I just want to be able to be comfortable in my own residence. Again I say, I don't mind him, or her, I just wish she would act like she lived here if she is going to stay here all the time. I mean come on, don't stay somewhere months on end acting like your just an overnight visitor, we are way too old for that. Well if nothing else I posted again today. My typing is getting a lot better. If nothing else that's one positive that is coming from this blog. This is just another rant...

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