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Just a rant...

Well, its just me and the cat now. This is going to be the new way of life from now on. I guess this is the new way of life. I've done it before, its just been so long I can't remember the last time I lived by myself. Its going good though. I'm just afraid of that next seizure. I know I can't go the rest of my days always being afraid of the "next one", but I just don't know how else to live. I can pray that the Lord delivers me from this disease. I know He can. Though I also see it as a gain. If I didn't have epilepsy I don't think I would be as humbled as I am. I don't take life for granted. The greatest gift I ever received was salvation. All I can do is try to obey the Lord every day. I know I fall short, but there was a day in my life when I used to not recognize sin for what it is. Now I see it and feel guilty whenever I allow it into my life. This is the biggest struggle in life is wanting to live a sinless holy life for the glory of the Lord. It is just so hard sometimes. Its this addiction to nicotine that I'm having the most trouble with. i son't want to smoke because it totally ruins my testimony and keeps me from getting closer to the Lord. I know I just have to quit. Its going to be so hard though. Keep me in your prayers. Thanks for stopping by and have a blessed day.

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