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So far so good...

I'm just passing time until my move. I was told today that my roommate has to be out by the end of the month. I have at least another month or two before I have to start packing things up. The only thing bad about my roommate moving out before me is that I'm going to end up helping him move all of his stuff and when it comes time to move my stuff he'll be nowhere around. That's not going to be fun, but, I'm not going to let it stop me from helping him. I feel it is the Christian thing to do. I'm going to need help. I just don't know how to ask for it. In the past I usually just threw everything away except for my clothes and just started over. Now I've just got too much stuff I don't want to throw away.I have a desk, a bookcase full of books, a dresser, and so much clutter (most of which could probably be thrown away). It's just not going to be fun. I should just start today, throwing things away, that way I won't be in a rush to do so when the time comes and end up throwing away something that I'll need or want down the road. It's going to be lonely too. I keep getting told I'm co-dependent. I know that already. I can live with it. I just can't live alone with it. (get it?) it's something I'm going to have to work on. It's going to be hard. Becoming wholly independent is something I haven't thought about doing for about twenty years. Now it's a reality coming to fruition. Being totally independent upon myself, with my disabilities, is going to be hard. There's going to be a lot of note taking and keeping. This blog is going to play a big part of it also. I didn't realize that until now. I'll be able to keep notes on here to remind myself of things I need and/or have to do. That way at least I'll be writing things down somewhere all in one place. It's going to come in handy. Anyway that's my post for today. I've taken my meds, eaten, paid my rent, done a podcast, blogged, and am now about to eat again. Its been a good day so far. Just looking forward to a good night. Thanks for stopping by and may the Lord bless you.

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