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Things are getting better...

It takes a while to get over my seizures. I'm finally feeling normal again. Now I'm starting to anticipate the third (payday for me). I've got some stuff to get in order. I need to get this tooth looked at definitely. I also need a haircut. My bills I'm not too worried about. They continue to get paid. Everything at home is going by smoothly. I started being a lot more type a in a lot of situations and learned that a lot of the stress that I had been suffering through I had brought upon myself by just being too passive. At least I learned from it. Any bad experience we do not learn from is just wasted time. I've been watching my phone too much which has turned out bad for my eyes. I didn't notice it until guess when, I stopped staring at my phone. I think I'm going to look into buying a tablet next. I also will need an appointment with an eye doctor. (probably too expensive.) Because staring at that phone close up has made seeing things that are "farther" away a little harder. Hard enough for me to notice. So much to do, so little money. time to prioritize. Haircut, tooth, eyes. But overall things at home are getting better, again I've done some changing, so that may have a lot to do with it. These seizures are hard to cope with though. It's just a fact of my life. I'm epileptic. It's hard to accept and live with but depression and emotional regression do not help. With acceptance comes reality, there's always gonna be another one. As long as I'm ready spiritually, I have nothing to fear. Dear Lord, thank you for today. It is never promised or promised to be good. Today is here and it is a good day. I just stop and ask for blessings for those I care about, those who care about me, those who love you, and the lost. I pray for the lost may they seek and find your grace. In Jesus' name I pray, Amen.

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