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What I'm doing different.....

Woke up not feeling good. Had that eerie feeling that the next one is just around the corner. I didn't know what to do, so I did something different. I went to my podcast and just started talking after watching videos of epileptics talking about their struggles. I'll never make a video I don't think. I just don't like cameras. The podcasting is just me talking to myself essentially. If anyone finds it they are definitely looking for it. The thing is I don't know if I feel better or if I'm just...not focusing on it so much. (That's something epileptics do not need to do...focus on being epileptic.) That fact itself is enough to start a panic ball rolling downhill into a seizure. Some days are harder than others. These last few days have been bad. I'll know within the next week if it's gonna happen. LOL just thought about it, I only know after they happen. I can always see one coming, I just don't know how to get out of the way. LOL...all this pouting. Two key words right at the beginning....Woke Up. That was a blessing in itself. Dear Lord, help me appreciate today and see it for the gift that it truly is. Millions of lost in the world can't stop and think/say that. Help them Lord they are lost and blind. Lord this I pray in Jesus' name. Amen.

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